We were contemplating on how Fine you are

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0435am

I've learnt that its fear that gets people down. Not the trouble of letting go nor the pain of being left behind but more of the fear.
Its the fear of standing up once again after being pushed to the ground.
The fear of getting back on your own two feet, knowing that smthg like this would repeat itself again and when you know it does, you might not ever have the courage to stand up once again.
That's, the scary part.

TYFHMLGOYFTHYPMT.

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Okay gone is the not so happy post after remembering that i can't be emo anymore on my blog. I think i'm gay, i'm still watching freaking ge dou. I should stoppppppp ahhhhh hahaha. Omg i think tmrw would be quite a good day cos i'll be feeling better :) Run run runs, maybe i'll run pass shufen and abs house since i can't make it out with them tmrw hm. Ouch i've got a muscle cramp in my leg and it hurtsssssss. Oh well i've been feeling stupid on how stupid i am that its stupid aiya i just think that i'm really damn stupid la hahaha.
I am turning back to normal tmrw i don't care. I feel weird not being able to smile at certain people that rachel lim calls me flirtatious haha i don't know how to spell.

Eee i think my happy mood sounds fake. Its 0341am omg i don't know what time i'm going to sleep but after one more episode! Okay night world, no more moaning no more haze.

JAG.
@ 2:24 AM